.

yes photographs are a better way of expressing myself.

they can do most of the talking.

i need a camera!

but i'll prolly irritate evryone ard me, so we'll see.

haa

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caught another dumb chinese movie

'election'

sorry esther, i'll be truthful in my blog :x

oh and 'another' referring to

another dumb chinese show with esther

both chosen by her. sigh

LOL

at least i hold the trumpcard now.

u've gotta listen to me

*smirks*

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supper at simpang

lalalalala

good food once again.

blissful matty.

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i need a tan!!

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lost in an ulu mall.

rynel had to spot this background. we went bonkers.

too bad zorro, we gave you a miss.

subbyway.

yup. desserts ooo lala.

.

.

dinner was sweet.

subway has always rocked my life.

and no doubt it did tonight :]

bits of jalan-ing at far east n ard town.

bought nthing though.

and aft much consideration,

we decided to have fun

by taking neoprints lol.

its was rhino's first time nways.

oh but dessert was sweeter!

maestro bistro's good.

so ya, night out with monica and rynel was good. haha

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sigh sigh.

school's reopening on monday =/

.

night we caught jo dong in action at ass-pla-nade,

and roamed victoria street, city hall and bugis.

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night at pasta mania and bugis village.

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eSt Tuesday, October 25, 2005

dearest buddy...after e incident tat happen on ur birthday,i saw another side of u..e soft n emotional side.after that incident..u always reply pple with 'i'm cool..i'm cool' but i guess u're not that cool after all...In ur eyes, i can see 8%of anger, 20% of disappointment,30% of sadness n 32% of tiredness n 10% of ur so called cool.Well, i can say e one who gives up on u is e one who dun understand u deeply.e one who gives up of u have never see e matt who put in so much effort for a relationship.Matt,i'm sure dere will b a girl who will accept for who u r n willing to TRY out being with u n not give up without TRYING.Lastly my dearest budz,just take gd care of urself n remain as the MATTHEW CHIA who cired in sec 1 over silly stuffs ya.. =PYou will always be my dearest buddy n remember to stay cool!Take double care n love u lots!MIss u!!=)

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Hello there, the angel from my nightmare,

The shadow in the background of the morgue,

The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley

We can live like Jack and Sally if we want

Where you can always find me

And we'll have Halloween on Christmas

And in the night we'll wish this never ends

We'll wish this never ends

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Where are you and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

This sick strange darkness

Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted

The webs from all the spiders

Catching things and eating their insides

Like indecision to call you

And hear your voice of treason

Will you come home and stop this pain tonight

Stop this pain tonight

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Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head

.

dinner on wed rocked.

ok nooch didnt exactly rock,

but the company of everyone did :]

hell yeah.

now the gifts.

haha, 101 secret tips and tricks to all you need to know about golf.

ok guys, ive gotta admit i was a TAD bit turned off by the word 'golf', haha

but yes the contents BLEW ME off. (pictures comin up real soon!ha)

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i love it pls.

especially the condom bookmark.

LOL

vanessa thanks for the wallet.

and for getting watery cream on the lil cake.

i appreciate it :]

and aud with the lottery tic.

sweeet. ha

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aye

king's still in my head.

tsk tsk.

help.

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special thanks to all my bday wishers!

in order of time greeting was received:
nadzirah(for remembering my bday on the worng date lol). zee. derek. ronald. chueen er+the party gang last night. edmund. kaiwen. charl. yokesun. janice. jt. freda. emi. yihui. farhanah. zirong. zilin. amanda. alvin. chenmun. sharon. zhimin. audrey. david. jelena. irene(my fellow 18th). jolene. xinyu. misty. rachael. felicia. yumei. devina. grace. iris. van. elisa. jefferson. bro(for attempting to be last). stan.

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sorry if i missed out any,

but all of you ROCK MY LIFE pls\

thanks :]

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aye, sememster 1 results will be out in approx 7.5 hrs

i hope it doesnt spoil my dinner later on :].

pls.

.

matt's very much SINGLE now.

no qns pls, jus for now.

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i had a fantastic celebration last night.

was a stayover at valerie's place.

"val, jane, est, felicia, fel's bf, eileen, chueen er"

dinner at xing hai shan restaurant,

then mahjong and cards!

was blindfolded at 12 and led downstairs,

and there was my cake :]

thanks for the undies guys

lol.

.

1st answer. ermm.. tonight?

2nd answer. after camps..

3rd answer. this coming monday..

like wt*

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batam was good. no, great!

matt's been trekking,

paintballing (aka real life CS),

raft-building, rowing,

climbing, swimming,

drinking (fyi carlsberg's only S$1),

gambling.

basically having FUN.

yes, the resort rocked.

totally.

.

i'll be away on a batam trip later on.

will be back on fri.

till then, miss me

lol

.

its been a hectic week.

key highlights
3rd: start of class chalet. shopping for groceries at tm/ntuc. class was a total noob, cep for dear purple dino. hha. volleyball :] ---> made our way to och. all too freaked out to enter any buildings. only had fun on the slope. lol. gambled and lost $1.50. ha. chalet had a dvd player. watched a gay show and lion king. lousy me had to retire halfway. had fun in bed - pillow fight and all ---> Zzzzzz..

4th: woke up nxt morning to hear my friend complain abt me squashing her and all. lol. i swear i was oblivious to what was happening man! ha. continued with lion king I and II. hkuna matata. left chalet for home ---> QUIDAM. Cirque du Soleil. the show blew me away. it was spectacular, it was awesome!! returned to chalet aft that.with charl. bbq night! :] chkn wings rocked, the best ive tasted.honestly. ha. truth or dare. sweet, i hugged and danced with her.lol

5th: woke up to hear my friend complain abt me again. LOL. snatching blankets and all. aye. u've been warned when slping nxt to me :] rushed home, for next camp at sentosa(sports club). was uber late. gambling again. lost 4bucks this time. how fked up.LOL. then night walk in some forest trail. lotsa chitchats ---> Zzzz.

6th: nthing much today. swimming with lotsa tanning and diving and volleyballing going on :] personal night walk with a guy n girl at fort silosa. gotta admit was the most timid among the three lol, and freaked out on several occasions. aye. aft tt was a loooong walk to palawan beach and up the two towers. had a gd chat accompanied by gd music and popcorn -----> Zzzz.

tts all folks. ciao

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im like in a fking dilemma now.

i see the photos.

a total turnoff.

BAH.

and then you came in.

GAWD.

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SALSA's sweeeet.

guys, check it out someday.

rae, thanks for the invitation [:

when marimba rhythms start to play

dance with me, make me sway

like a lazy ocean hugs the shore

hold me close, sway me more

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happy kiddy day to all sec sch kids. LOL

woo. tanning session at sentosa today.

my colour's more or less the same though. ha

and i havent been getting any burns/peels for my previous visits etc.

my skin's weirrrd. lol

and it's the first time,

tt im going through wat you consider 'drama' in life.

recall any scenes of two guys fighting for a girl,

trying hard to get close to her and all,

scenes from 'eye for a guy', 'the bachelorette'?

its happening to me now..

grr.